Tired.

I've been slightly 'under the weather' so I've just felt tired most of the week. Irritable and moody, I can hardly stand myself these last few days. I find that my patience, usually thin, is even more scarce. Especially with The Mom and day to day issues.

My 'to-do' list isn't dwindling as quickly as I would like, so I'm starting to get impatient and feel overwhelmed. But I lack focus and motivation.

I think the biggest thing is I'm still looking for work. Who isn't in this economy. It's been months and I am exhausted physically and emotionally from it. Wednesday appeared to be a beacon in the storm, it was a productive day and I got a message from a prospective job. Maybe I'm just impatient, but after returning their message I expected to hear something almost immediately, but it has been days and no word. So I'm feeling let down and deflated all over again. Just tired.